bed rest :(

[sadie]

35 weeks yesterday means four more weeks to go before the baby's here. and the doctor says i'm to be on BED REST from now on.
so, so boring.
and next week, my band's booked in the studio. sigh.
i'd better go before the bed rest police catch me.
:(

[kahljorn]

You need a hospitol bed that's been converted into a gocart. Like the commercial about loopsholes and expensive cars.

[punkgrrrlie10]

tv, video games, books..

There is nothing more entertaining than day time talk shows...dude Maury today had 3 year olds over 100 lbs...

Plus you always feel better about yourself after seeing how f'd up everyone else is.

[sadie]

my mom loaned me her wireless-internet-hooked-up laptop, so i'm in bed and online. and i just ate this nasty-tasting fruit-in-gel stuff--yuck!

i've been reading tons, filling in the cracks of my stephen king have-reads: "thinner," "skeleton crew," and "it," to name a few. and i read the fifth harry potter book last week. and i'm trying to find my copy of "i, robot," so i can reread it before i watch the movie.

i don't know that commercial, kahl, but i like the bed idea. you buyin'? :P

my bfriend just got out of the hospital after a couple of week-long stays, during which i stayed with him pretty much the whole time. we watched those shows every day. maury, jerry, judge judy, joe brown. it's like the dregs of society on parade. like the 40-year-old woman who'd been prostituting herself--with her 20-something-year-old son as pimp--for like ten bucks here and there. they certainly do put things in perspective.

[kahljorn]

Scooba.

[eggyolk]

on rainy days i like to curl up in a cozy pile of pillows and read a comical book :( does that make me weird

[Dr. V]

Holy crap! You're a girl?

[kahljorn]

Sadie's a beautiful woman.

[Dr. V]

Nuh uh she's prego.

[kahljorn]

You're stupid.

[Dr. V]

You're a poo poo head.

[george]

can i have sex with you?

pregnant sex is the best. pregnant sex with you would be wonderful. or at least i think would.

[Matt Harty]

Watch out for BED SORES.

[sadie]

george: :smile i wish my bfriend felt the same. :(

[bigtimecow]

"does he ever grab you when you're doing it and go 'I'M IN HERE!!!' "

dane cook makes me LOL

a girl in a band? more or less... a pregnant girl in a band?

OMGMP3'S

[FartinMowler]

Bigtimecow is like one of those people that say's something uncomfortable at a party and you walk away and look for there car to pee on outside.

[Triad-Brother Choi]

Their car, Fartin. Their. ;)

[Dr. V]

"does he ever grab you when you're doing it and go 'I'M IN HERE!!!' "

dane cook makes me LOL

a girl in a band? more or less... a pregnant girl in a band?

OMGMP3'S

you bastard! I was gonna say that!

[FS]

Sadie's pregnant again!!? :eek

Wait...

No. The timing doesn't match up. Yeah. I'm in the clear.

[pjalne]

http://www.fragile-minds.com/~fs/sigs/flash.jpg

Is that Rick Mayall?

[Dole]

yes-blackadder.

Hope you arent getting too bored sadie, not long to go!

[kellychaos]

Are you my baby's daddy? :(

[sadie]

wow--it's fatsatan! :ltns :love
i found out the bass player in my band was complaining about my "bed rest" yesterday. he claimed there was nothing wrong with me; i'm just being lazy. >: i guess i should've called him rather than my ob.

[kellychaos]

Everybody's an obstetrician around here! >:

[george]

Obstetrics: something i like to do when i get chicks drunk.

tell your BF he is OUT OF HIS MIND, it is one of the few benefits of pregnancy for a guy.

[sadie]

my shitty fourth:

this morning, i had a dream i was coming home from this festival, and my dad said i was a celebrity: my picture was on the cover of the newspaper. only it wasn't me; it was a side-view of one of my former students that i saw the other month at a bar where i was singing. the cutline said it was me, but it was her.
so i woke up and thought about newspaper retractions. they don't really do any good, do they? on one hand, you've got the number of people who see the cover headline, story, headline, and caption. on the other, you've got the people who see the little "corrections" box at the bottom of page two or so. no comparison. it's fucked-up.

then, i read a short story by stephen king called "survivor type" about this old surgeon who's lost his license and ends up stranded on this tiny island after his ship sank. he was returning from china with two kilos of heroin, which he ended up snorting like crazy after he amputated--and ate!--his foot due to breaking it from chasing this seagull around trying to kill it with a rock. after a few more days of near-starvation, he amputated his other foot--just to survive. and then he carried on up both legs. it ended with him declaring "they" tasted "just like lady fingers." if you are what you eat, he said aloud to nobody but himself, he hadn't changed a whole hell of a lot. :O

so i wrote three pages of emotionally turbulent drivel, and forged a few more lines of a song i've been possessed by for the last month. and in between it all, i've bitten my tongue so as not to snap at my mom, who, in her sacharine attempts to take care of me, is driving me insane. oh, and i gave my bfriend a hard time on the phone about not being here. the bastard.

i know you care immensely.

[Pancakes]

hey, watever inspires you :D

[Snatchtastic]

Hi Sadie :D

[sadie]

AIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

(ahh, the memories. :P)

[subterfuge]

Me and my husband wanna have a baby.

List all your horror stories in the past months, and I'll read every word. Or not. Something to do while you're in bed :)

[sadie]

the absolute worst thing about this pregnancy has been the fear that it will end as tragically as my last, five years ago. three days after my baby was due, i had a massive placental abruption; he died and i nearly did. :(

[Dole]

Jesus, thats tough :(

[sadie]

always glad to brighten your day.

i dreamed last night that the baby was squirming and turning so fast and strong in my belly that i could actually see the outline of his little arms and legs and facial features through the skin. and then--poof!--he was lying in the floor. i picked him up and cradled him and screamed, to whom i can't recall, BRING ME A TOWEL.

[Snatchtastic]

Did he explode from you like in ALIEN? :x

[Matt Harty]

Saw that coming...

[FS]

If it makes you feel any better, I once had a dream that my dad had a baby. It got pretty bizarre even beyond that point.

But that probably doesn't make you feel any better.

Feel better.

[subterfuge]

Awww, I sorry to hear you lost a baby before. It sucks. My sis in law just had a miscarriage. Fortunately, she was barely 12 weeks along, so the loss wasn't too awful for her.

I dunno how so many 14 year olds get to have babies left and right, and they don't even care because their moms will buy them abortions. >:

But, then when you're of a good age and are actually trying to have a baby, bad stuff always happens. :(

[sadie]

thanks. it does suck to think about the number of babies who are born perfectly healthy to women/girls who smoked and drank and took lousy care of themselves, when i did everything right and was rewarded with humongous, gaping loss.

life sucks sometimes; that's all there is to it. and it clearly sucks because of these BIG, USELESS BRAINS we have. i mean, they LIE all the time, and so much always depends on OPINION which changes with the wind. (i finished kurt vonnegut's "galapagos" today. :P)