JewSupremacisy
Jun 19th, 2005, 06:55 AM
I know from experience that it is possible to stop masturbating. As a teenager I discovered to my shock and horror that masturbation defaces and permanently damages the penis, because the hand is not designed like the vagina, but has an uneven shape by which the penis is enclosed during autoeroticism. Moreover the temptation to masturbate abates when one has a wife, or is altogether extinguished upon marriage, since the penis is designed to fit into the vagina, and the constant availability of a vagina obviates any desire to stimulate oneself. The realisation of which is contributive to overcoming the pangs associated with masturbatory abstinence, by dint of the knowledge that such pains are transient, and eradicable by the acquisition of a mate, if one has the misfortunate of not having yet acquired a mate.
Another thing is this odd--and discomforting--mental imagery (and tactile associations) I experience upon ejaculating semen. I don't know how common this is--it may be quite common, or it may be quite rare; I don't know--I never asked or hitherto said anything about it to anyone. It is this: whenever I ejaculate semen, I feel bloody. I feel like my penis is bleeding, like blood is squirting out of my penis. I have absolutely no idea why this is, how this association came about. It's quite odd.
Another thing is this odd--and discomforting--mental imagery (and tactile associations) I experience upon ejaculating semen. I don't know how common this is--it may be quite common, or it may be quite rare; I don't know--I never asked or hitherto said anything about it to anyone. It is this: whenever I ejaculate semen, I feel bloody. I feel like my penis is bleeding, like blood is squirting out of my penis. I have absolutely no idea why this is, how this association came about. It's quite odd.