random depression poems/ suicide notes

[Eric_Draven]

This is a poem I wrote right after my boyfriend broke up with me, in a way its about us. The words in bold are song lyrics.
:suicide It's hard to believe that there's nobody out there, it's hard to believe that I'm all alone.A girl stands alone on a street while it rains, darkness surounding her. She watches in silence as a young man walks away from her, not looking back. Tears start to stream down her face as she feels the pain of everything that has just happened.
If this is what she wants, and it's what he wants, then why's there so much pain?
Inside, part of her dies.
It amazes me, the will of instinct.
She closes her eyes and tries to stop crying. Swallowing back what she thinks is fear, she takes a step forward, not sure what to do, hoping that he will turn and realise what he has done.
Reach out, and you may take my heart away.
He doesn't.
Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything.
Not able to take it anymore, she runs to him, grabbing him in a tight hug from behind.
Look at what I have built, it shines so beautifully. Now watch as it destroys me.
The world seems to stop as the two stand there. A figure emerges from the darkness, grabbing the hand of the boy and pulling him away.
I feel I've got to run away, I've got to get away.
Invisable hand hold the girl and keep her from running.
Wish I made cures for how people are.
The boy reappears, a dazed look in his eyes. He doesn't even blink as a figure cloaked in blood red brings a knife to his throat and slices it.
Sometimes I wish I was brave, wish I was stronger, wish I could feel no pain.
She tries to scream, but cannot as the invisable hands cover her mouth.
I love you though you hurt me so.
The person with the knife turns to face her. Wanting to die, she closes her eyes and waits for the knife to fall.
Hate me, do what you did again.
Instead of killing her, the person slowly and painfully carves a crow across her chest, forever leaving the mark of death and true love into her.
You mourned the death of your bloody valentine, the night he died.
The hands let go as the figure finishes cutting. The girl falls onto the body of her dead love.
I wonder why I try...I wonder why I cry, why I go through all this trouble.
When she wakes, everything seems black to her, even though it is day.
I left it all behind, and never said goodbye
His body is gone, and remembering the feel of his cold body under hers, she stumbles home to face a world of pain and dispair.

The moral: Love brings pain, no matter what. Never believe that you are special, there are always more like you that can easily take your place. :suicide

[Secret Agent Vomit]

Let's go watch Spy Kids 3-D. You can sit in my lap. :picklehat

[CaptainBubba]

Omg he fucked you in the butt "by accident" didn't he?

I hate it when they do that. >:

[Jixby Phillips]

This is the song that never ends
It just goes on and on, my friend
Someone started singing it not knowing what it was
And they'll go on singing it forever just because

[crash0814]

Wow. I need to go listen to some happy music. Tenacious D it is.

[Jixby Phillips]

you fucking cunt

This is the song that never ends
It just goes on and on, my friend
Someone started singing it not knowing what it was
And they'll go on singing it forever just because

[Eric_Draven]

you people are wierd

[Mockery]

Just remember Eric...

"It can't rain all the time."




























:lol

[Cap'n Crunch]

you people are wierd

We aren't the ones making suicide poems. :rolleyes

[SumDumFuk]

Wait a minute...let me get this straight.

You're the one talking about suicide, depression and all-around being pissed off, yet THEY'RE weird? :confused

Cheer up. Have a few beers, go out, see a movie, I don't know. Do what cheers you up. Really bad stuff happens in life, but, as Mockery said...it can't rain all the time.

Heck, if it did, we'd all have really bad prune skin. Eeesh...

[sadie]

the torture will only worsen with time, eric. self-destruction is your only option. :(

[Jixby Phillips]

Deperessed epeople arre weard

[Esuohlim]

The moral: Love brings pain, no matter what. Never believe that you are special, there are always more like you that can easily take your place. :suicide

I BET YOUR BOYFRIEND IS FUCKING SOME OTHER GIRL RIGHT NOW. :lol

[James]

The part Esuohlim quoted is very true.

It's also the only part of Eric's post I bothered to read.

[The_voice_of_reason]

the torture will only worsen with time, eric. self-destruction is your only option. :(


Agreed and take SumDumFuk with you. >:

[crash0814]

The moral: Love brings pain, no matter what. Never believe that you are special, there are always more like you that can easily take your place. :suicide

I BET YOUR BOYFRIEND IS FUCKING SOME OTHER GIRL RIGHT NOW. :lol

:lol Mean, but funny and probably true.

[Spectre X]

WOW!!! YOU WRITE IN DARK LETTERS!!! YOU'RE SO...DARK!!! YOU MUST BE COOL NOW!!! :lol

[Schimid]

I'm a goth. :(

[The_voice_of_reason]

:lol :( >: I am happy :lol

[FS]

Ooooh
I need apples, watermelons and tomatoes
Cucumbers and oranges, potatoes
I need sugar, spice and lollypops and teacakes
And some candybars and caramel and cornflakes
I want all my clothes to turn pink
I want sweet sweet sweet tea to drink
I want rainbows in the sky
I want friendship, for you and I
I want everyone free and happy
I want to slice myself from head to toe with a shiny shiny razor blade

[crash0814]

*adopts Snowball's voice* That's beautiful, man.

By the way, if you got that, you're cool.

[Spectre X]

I got it you fucking cunt. >:

you're not worthy of quoting that movie, hell, you're not even worthy of quoting Mortal Kombat: Annihilation. >:

[crash0814]

What's with all the hostility, man? Can't we all just get along?

[Spectre X]

...








no.

[FS]

hell, you're not even worthy of quoting Mortal Kombat: Annihilation. >:

IT IS NOT WEAK TO VALUE LIFE

[crash0814]

...








no.

Fine. Can't you just ignore me? I'm already dealing with one annoying fuck who's out for my blood for no reason.

[Spectre X]

...










no.

[kellychaos]

How did I end up in the "Land Of Eternal Sorrow"? I knew dat I shoulda have made that left toin at Albuquerque! >:



http://www.geocities.com/looneytoons_gr/bugsbunny020.jpg

[pickleninja]

What's the opposite of a goth? :|

[KILLADEUCE]

How did I end up in the "Land Of Eternal Sorrow"? I knew dat I shoulda have made that left toin at Albuquerque!


LMAO Kelly :love


Whenever i used to get real depressed, one of my good buddies used to say , "Cheer up.. You could be dead ya know"

Somehow that made me feel better in a morbid ignoramous sense that only my brain can comprehend... It is not worth it to take you're life for other people, no matter how hard felt there abscence is... There are billions and billions of people on this earth and i would like to think that out of all those poeple there is someone out there that can make you happy again.

If you ever get really depressed drop me a pm or something, i'm sure i can cheer you up or at least try...

[Jixby Phillips]

*adopts Snowball's voice* That's beautiful, man.

By the way, if you got that, you're cool.

I think the movie Clerks is WAY TOO UNDERGROUND for these people.

[crash0814]

I guess I forgot the part where I said it was.

[Eric_Draven]

Whenever i used to get real depressed, one of my good buddies used to say , "Cheer up.. You could be dead ya know"

Somehow that made me feel better in a morbid ignoramous sense that only my brain can comprehend... It is not worth it to take you're life for other people, no matter how hard felt there abscence is... There are billions and billions of people on this earth and i would like to think that out of all those poeple there is someone out there that can make you happy again.

If you ever get really depressed drop me a pm or something, i'm sure i can cheer you up or at least try...

Personally, being dead would be better then what my life is like now. Even if I was still together with my ex. :suicide

[Rongi]

I love this thread :lol :love

And pickleblade, shut up >:

[FS]

Sunshine, lollypops and
rainbows, everything
that's wonderful is what I feel when
we're together
brighter than a lucky
penny when you're near the
rainbows disappear, dear
and I feel so fine
just to know that you are mine

[Esuohlim]

Personally, being dead would be better then what my life is like now.

Well either kill yourself or quit your bitching, cunt. >:

[KILLADEUCE]

Personally, being dead would be better then what my life is like now.

I can think of alot of times i felt that way, but there are always better ways- Like Making SOMEONE ELSE DEAD MUHAUAH

Anyways I sent you a link to a funny photoshop contest, check it out and tell me what oyu think.

[The One and Only...]

Your one of those fuckers who want to kill themselves, but don't have the will. Give me your address. I can make it all better.




...




Or, you could cheer up by listening to some Gore Metal!!! Horray for Exhumed, Cannibal Corpse, and Lord Gore!!!

[CaptainBubba]

I threw away your greatest hits
You left them here the day you split
Your bass guitar and shaggs CD
Well they don't mean that much to me right now
I'm going through your things
These days, I'm changing all my strings
I'm gonna write you a letter
I'm gonna write you a book
I wanna see your reaction
I wanna see how it looks
From way up on your cloud
Where you've been hiding out
Are you getting somewhere?
Or did you get lost in Amsterdam?
You won't get too far from me
believing everything you read
You're wasted in the great unknown
and I am getting ready to dispose
of all your vintage clothes
Your drugs and every secret code
I'm gonna write you a letter
I'm gonna write you a book
I wanna see your reaction
I wanna see how it looks
From way up on your cloud
Where you've been hiding out
Are you getting somewhere?
Or did you get lost in Amsterdam?
From your red balloon you were
a super high tech jet fighter
Floating over planet earth
Come back down here, I'll show you where it hurts
Take this bitter pill
Is it easy to swallow?
I'm gonna write you a letter
I'm gonna write you a book
I wanna see your reaction
I wanna see how it looks
From way up on your cloud
You're never coming down
Are you getting somewhere?
Or did you get lost in Amsterdam? (www.shitcity.com)

[crash0814]

Or, you could cheer up by listening to some Gore Metal!!! Horray for Exhumed, Cannibal Corpse, and Lord Gore!!!

A proven method. When I was a kid and I was feeling down, my mother often said, "Cheer up, Jeff. What do you say we listen to some Cannibal Corpse?"

[Eric_Draven]

Your one of those fuckers who want to kill themselves, but don't have the will.

Damn straight I am. I'm a fucking coward.

[FS]

OK, I'll give this one more try.


dance your cares away
(clap, clap)
worry's for another day
let the music play
(clap, clap)
..down at fraggle rock

work your cares away
(clap, clap)
Dancing's for another day
Let the Fraggles play
(clap, clap)
We're Gobo,
Mokey,
Wembley,
Boober,
Red!

Dance your cares away
(clap, clap)
Worry's for another day
Let the music play
(clap, clap)
Down at Fraggle Rock.

If the Fraggle song can't make you smile then you should just jump out the window right now.

[Jeanette X]

If you've been hurt in love, then this might cheer you up.
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/smoochie.html

[crash0814]

I love the Happy Tree Friends. Retarded Animal Babies is similar, and it's pretty funny too.

[Jeanette X]

Retarded Animal Babies is even better than HTF, in my opinion.

[KILLADEUCE]

LOL! Man that was fucking hilarous!


End very very satisfying!

[crash0814]

Retarded Animal Babies is even better than HTF, in my opinion.

Satan: I've got a snowglobe!

[The Retro Kat]

I'm on to you, Bubba. Bloody brilliant. Thats the way. I wont tell your secret if you wont tell mine.

www.shitcity.com

[executioneer]

WATCHIMNG KEVIN SMITH MOVIES, MAKES YOU UNDAREGROUND 2 THA MAX B/C NOBODY WATCHES THOSE :eek

-willie

[soundtest]

jixby your avatar fucking rocks

[The One and Only...]

I love the Happy Tree Friends. Retarded Animal Babies is similar, and it's pretty funny too.

You love Happy Tree Friends, yet you rip on Cannibal Corpse's lyrics. Oh yeah, that makes a lot of sense. >:

[Spectre X]

Indeed Jixby, The Young Ones was absolutely hilarious.

[crash0814]

I love the Happy Tree Friends. Retarded Animal Babies is similar, and it's pretty funny too.

You love Happy Tree Friends, yet you rip on Cannibal Corpse's lyrics. Oh yeah, that makes a lot of sense. >:

I've never seen an episode of the Happy Tree Friends where one of them rips out another's vaginal skin and eats it.

[BlueOatmeal]

Daddy touches me. He says its alright.The old man next door says it alright when the doggy's penis swells in my bumMommy laughs at my bent penis.Baby Jesus cries when the mexican shits on my face.
I want to be dead but dont wanna dieOnly Slipknot understands.

[Professor Cool]

AND SHE'S BUYING A STAIRWAY to HEAVEN!!!

[Eric_Draven]

Another deppression poem.

It doesn't seem like there's much to live for anymore, and I'm sure why,
I guess somewhere along the road, I forgot to cry.
The world starts to spin now, going around and around,
Even though I'm screaming, I don't seem to be making a sound.
I close my eyes, but all I can feel,
is these ropes cutting into my arms, so I guess this is for real.
My heart can stop any time it wants to, and it chooses now,
I want to explain it to you myself, but I don't know how.
I know they can see my weakness, and so now they know,
Everything is out there, everything I've been trying not to show.
I wish I could hide it, I wish I could run,
But deep inside me, I just know it might be fun.
This is what I want, but at the same time, it's not,
I've thought forever about it, inside, my emotions have fought.
Is it really going to start like this?
That friendship we had, is it something I will miss?
Or will instead, I tell you all,
Telling you all this now, my heart is in mid-fall.
The one I showed you before, the one I said wasn't you,
I lied, you see, its true.
So now you know, why I have to do this,
I hope you don't hate me for it, but it's the only chance I have, one I cannot miss.
And now as I sit here, blade in hand,
All I am thinking, is that I hope you understand.
My dying wish is that you understand what I could not,
All I have to do now is stab one spot,
and I will be gone now, to cause you no more pain,
But my emotions may still rain
Upon you from down below,
But it will never matter to you now, because you know.
And now I give you, my last good bye,
I know that you will not even cry.
Good bye. :suicide

[FS]

Oh for fuck's sake, kill yourself, before a respectable poet does.

[MrAdventure]

BREAD VS. THE GOTGH :picklehat

You sheltered me from harm, kept me warm, kept me warm
You gave my life to me, set me free, set me free
The finest years I ever knew
Were all the years I had with you

I would give anything I own
Give up me life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again

You taught me how to love, what its of, what its of
You never said too much but still you showed the way
And I knew from watching you
Nobody else could ever know
The part of me that can't let go

I would give anything I own
Give up me life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again

Is there someone you know you're loving them so
But taking them all for granted
You may lose them one day, someone takes them away
And they don't hear the words you long to say

I would give anything I own
Give up me life, my heart, my home
I would give everything I own
Just to have you back again

[FS]

I'm sitting here alone up in my room
and thinking about the times that we've been through (oh my love)
I'm looking at a picture in my hand
trying my best to understand
I really wanna know what we did wrong
with the love that felt so strong
if only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'cause your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I'd rather give it up then carry on (oh my love)
'cause livin' in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
I don't wanna cry a tear for you
so forgive me if I do
if only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right

I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'cause your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I'd do anything
I'd give you my world
I'd wait forever to be your girl
just call out my name (just call out my name)
I will be there (and I will be there)
just to show you how much I care

I dont know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy
'cause your the only one within my heart
I was born to make you happy
always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

I was born to make you happy

always and forever you and me
thats the way our life should be
I don't know how to live without your love
I was born to make you happy

[Mockery]

Sunshine, lollypops and
rainbows, everything
that's wonderful is what I feel when
we're together
brighter than a lucky
penny when you're near the
rainbows disappear, dear
and I feel so fine
just to know that you are mine

That song is addicting.
:party

[BlueOatmeal]

5 year old pantyshot
i can see between her legs
5 year old pantyshot

5 year old mother fuckin pantyshot cant complain
i didnt even touch her so i cant be blamed
5 year old
pantyshot in my brain
my life has meaning when she spreads her legs

i suffer again because me want to fuck and touch
and fuck and touch the children
me fucked for life
me grow old and then they dont want me but i still want them
dey want me fucked cuz i be da monstar getting down in my evil ways
down in my evil ways

right me suffer again cuz me want to fuck and touch
and fuck and touch the children
they want me dead because i be da monstar dey see
i dere baby they think im john wayne gacy

[Mr. Vagiclean]

Get real..... read enough cliche "I was born to love you", "I was born to make you happy", and the infamous "I am now lost in the dark, searching for you....blah blah"

You read enough these stuff much as me, and you will suddenly want to grab the nearest fucking solid object, swing at the poet reader's teeth and scream out "SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT WANTING TO DIE, AND JUST DIEI!!!!!! 11111 ONE ONE"

It's like listening to Avril Lavigne bitching about how tragic her damn life is in Canada, and how her fucking boy friend is a skater that said later while he cheated on her to fuck Chris Slater....or something

[kellychaos]

Emergency Operator: 911, Can I help you?

Eric: Ummm ... yes ... < sniff, sniff > ... I'm going to kill myself.

Emergency Operator: Have you attempted it yet sir?

Eric: It's still in the planning stages. I'm kind of a procrastinator.

Emergency Operator: Well, have you at least chosen the method.

Eric: Uh ... < sigh > ... no. I'm kind of lazy too.

Emergency Operator: I can see your problem. You've gotten the steps confused in your method.

Eric: It appears so. Do you have any suggestions?

CHOOSE YOUR OWN ADVENTURE!

[The One and Only...]

I love the Happy Tree Friends. Retarded Animal Babies is similar, and it's pretty funny too.

You love Happy Tree Friends, yet you rip on Cannibal Corpse's lyrics. Oh yeah, that makes a lot of sense. >:

I've never seen an episode of the Happy Tree Friends where one of them rips out another's vaginal skin and eats it.

I know. Happy Tree Friends sucks, doesn't it? :)

[Eric_Draven]

"SHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT WANTING TO DIE, AND JUST DIEI!!!!!! 11111 ONE ONE"

My issue is that I want to die, but I'm a big fucking coward and to afraid to do anything about my problems but sit around and be depressed. I know I whine WAY to much about wanting to die, and I have tried to hurt myself, but I'm kinda afraid that things might get better. :suicide

[Esuohlim]

Hey Eric: SHUT THE FUCK UP AND JUST STAB YOURSELF. Whining on a message board and posting the suicide emoticon DOESN'T MAKE THINGS ANY BETTER.

Worthless cunt. >:

[jin]

Can you stop posting in dark red before I make you dead?

If your life depends on other people loving you, you are pretty fucking pathetic, and if you need help get off a board called "I-Mockery".

[Cap'n Crunch]

I still can't tell if Eric_Draven is a girl or a boy.

[BlueOatmeal]

Maybe Eric is a he-she kinda thing and thats why its depressed. It can't decide on what sex to call it's self.

[FS]

Erika Draven-Crystal? Would you mind posting your home address and phone number?

I'd like to put all your poetry on an Angelfire site and invite serial killers and Michael Jackson to visit you and stomp on your head. Thanks! Many beams of sunshine at you.

[whoreable]

Haha. That had to have been one of the wierdest groups of people to ever visit the boards. I never would have thought micheal jackson fans like that were real :/

[stained glass eyes]

I still can't tell if Eric_Draven is a girl or a boy.

i'm pretty sure her name's just a reference to the movie the Crow.. http://www.blamonet.com/vb/images/smilies/new/oh.gif

[Sethomas]

Do what I did, Eric. Drink a bottle of high concentration isopropyl alcohol. It hurts like hell, but it's effective and it gives you time to think things through, so you can change your mind at any point. Well, at least until you pass out.

I didn't change my mind. My asshole roomie found me and called an ambulance after I started into cardiovascular system failure. >:

[McClain]

I can hardly stand the smell of isopropyl. I use it to clean video games so I know the smell. I can't imagine the taste... But hey, it's dirt cheap so you know you didn't waste too much dough.

[kellychaos]

Frugality is tres importante when it comes to methods of self-abuse. :) :rotgut

[KILLADEUCE]

Shit, why do something where you have time to think about it...

Do something creative like... Running thorugh belfast with waving the flag of GB, or camping on a live fire artillery range at an army base...

[KILLADEUCE]

Argh! Double posted... Mods please delete