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| Feb 29th, 2004 03:38 PM | |
| AChimp |
 New quote! |
| Feb 29th, 2004 08:37 AM | |
| Helm | Good luck. As opposed to bad luck being having fungi from yoggoth grow on your dick. |
| Feb 29th, 2004 01:54 AM | |
| Rev. Danno |
Pee Wee... Fuck off... You don't even know me... Achimp, I actually have been using my skill poins for mor usefull things... But thank you... When you coming to PDX? We'll geek it up big time, maybe do a mini-mock... Carni, oh how I lust for your psudo-Mr. Mockery looks... thank you for telling me I'll be fine. It's just this whole odeal has cost me 1/1d10 San. (that's for the Coc geeks) Yocky how I lust for your slightly cubby raver flesh, not really... But I do wish some Mockers would try to make it to PDX, I left a message on Wrecks phone tonight to contact me, so hopefully we'll get some Pics of the latest PDX mockfest seicnce the time that emma, Juno, Burdock, and I went bowling back in '99 or 2000 or when ever that was... I am so drunk right now... thank you all for the kind words... Dole, you hit the nail on the head... A side note I'll be meeting up with my ex- for coffee on tues. morning, wish me luck... |
| Feb 29th, 2004 12:04 AM | |
| Pee Wee Herman | Smoke some pot and you'll get your sanity back. |
| Feb 29th, 2004 12:02 AM | |
| Carnivore |
I transported a guy to a psych hospital last night who thought he was being pursued by a giant bee that was trying to kill and eat him. You'll be fine 
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| Feb 28th, 2004 06:53 PM | |
| da blob |
. Care to share you recipe, Rev. Danno ? Try as I might, huh ... |
| Feb 28th, 2004 02:30 PM | |
| Anonymous | Woah! That's Hot Topic bumper sticker material right there! |
| Feb 28th, 2004 02:24 PM | |
| mesobe | why must everyone "descend" into madness? They say it like its a negative thing |
| Feb 28th, 2004 11:15 AM | |
| AChimp |
If you put more points into Disable Device, you'd be able to disarm the traps before you set them off. 
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| Feb 28th, 2004 08:51 AM | |
| Helm | You are not insane. |
| Feb 28th, 2004 08:27 AM | |
| Terra |
I'm glad your back Rev. As Dole said, we all lose it from time to time so hopefully, your not beating yourself up too much. Now if you want to keep a grip on your sanity, I'd lose the Beastie Boys "musak" real quick and play a little Led Zep. *That'll* keep the hair on your chest brown. Welcome back from The Edge. |
| Feb 28th, 2004 04:16 AM | |
| Dole |
We all lose it from time to time Danno...butmost of us bounce back sooner or later  normally because its too much effort to be a miserable bastard for any length of time.
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| Feb 28th, 2004 12:48 AM | |
| Rev. Danno |
Are you making fun of my spelling? I'll tear your ey... Just kidding Yocky...No... But I do have that old Mexican wrestling mask, I cant wear ir anymore. People think I'm strongbad... |
| Feb 28th, 2004 12:31 AM | |
| Anonymous | Do you know how to wrestle yet |
| Feb 28th, 2004 12:27 AM | |
| Rev. Danno |
An account of my personal health, and wellbeing 1/12-2/27 Over the last few months I have felt a bit slipping from my sanity. At points I woried it was my adopted family, work, or even the woman I love(d). I'd wake from horrid nightmares of entrapment, entaglement, and honest sigular metophoric terror. Was I trapped in a family I didn't want? Was I trapped with a Job I couldn't handle? Was I trapped in a realationship that was dying? These questions I could not answer, and I dare not seek outside help for the fears of the concerns of my fears finding out. This beast of fear I fought with and let it take over my life, I began to destroy my life not because of what was happening to me, but what i feared was going to happen. I stayed up late at night to avaoid going to bed with the women I loved, I shunned her children so they would not feel the need to interact with me, I began to do a less then my standrad of work at my place of employment as so they would not expect that much from me. The results as you can imagine less then what I wanted, fearful or not. I still have my job but I have lost everything else, all that made it all worth it. Durning my decent into fear I also made a slower decent into madness. I worried what others were saying of me, how well I was being recived by the average person walking down the street. To change the opinions of those who knew me I became someone else, a different person, a person who was quiet, a person who cared little of anything. To the common man on the steet I was a ferral mess, why should I want the common man to worry about me, wonder why I look sad... No the common man must fear me, as I fear all that is around. I beared my teeth, I made wild coments, and horrid looks at all who looked back at me. I had lost sight of all that I had loved and cared about, including my own well being. I refused to sleep. I did not injest food; I only consumed coffee, tea, large amounts of alcohol, and smoked an endless supply of cigarettes. Personal hygene was lost on me as well. Bathe I did not, grooming was a think of common man, and I was not common at all. I was not common man for he sunned me, he did not care for the way I looked and the way I carried myself in public. For most of my life music, and art had been a very important part of my life. Durring this time I did not listen to music except for tunes of murder, fear, and death. My art took a dark turn. Images of bizzare tortured souls, and of death . I have always been a man of light, humor, and kindness. That was no longer who I was. I was an empty shell of my former self. A mocking husk of all that was formally me. Humor of other I took as attacks on myself. A coment would send me into an agressive backspin. The wrong answers to a simple question would make me doubt the loalties of the closest and most deeply cared for in mylife. I would like to announce that last week I got a haircut, today I ate a Vegan Ruben, Yesterday I shaved and Showered, the day before that I sat and listened to Beastie boys as i drank Orange Juice while drawing pictures of Monkeys on bikes, the next day I plan to cook a meal for the first time in weeks... I am back, not just here... But in spirit, mind, and body... |
