Jul 20th, 2003 02:44 AM |
Jixby Phillips |
Wudoin & Snagglepuss are genius. He's a genius. He shouldn't kill himself. FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK
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Jul 20th, 2003 02:40 AM |
soundtest |
i have worms
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Jul 20th, 2003 02:35 AM |
Ninjavenom |
Fuck him. If he's serious, i hope he succeeds. He doesn't even have a real reason, some girl just made him cry. At least Winston had monsters eating his brain.
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Jul 20th, 2003 02:32 AM |
Zomboid |
Uhh...that kinda scared me a bit cause a lot of those things describe what I feel like sometimes :/ .
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Jul 20th, 2003 02:07 AM |
Geggy |
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i have decided to kill myself. yes, you probably think this is "insane", but it seems like the most logical and sensical thing to do.
first off, i would like to address all of humanity. it seems to me, in my small bit of experience, that the realities of life are hypocrisy and cruelty. concepts like truth dont actually seem to really exist. rather, they seem more of a fairy tale that most subscribe to, but none actually follow. humans hate truth. this is not a reality i can belong to.
i still cannot fathom how humans treat each other in the ways they do. the disgusting things they do, even miniscule things on a day to day basis, just seem so wrong to me. to not treat your fellow human being with dignity and respect and love is intolerable in my eyes. to not consider another's feelings and thoughts is the status quo, and i feel that i cannot be a part of this community.
i see beauty used as a commodity. bought and sold for the whim of men. women degraded and abused on a mass scale. this i cannot be a party to in any shape or form.
in summary, i can simply not understand how humans can live in this world and accept it in the way it is.
focusing on the internal, i see a never-ending struggle between my natural self, one of negativity and hate, and my enlightened self, one of truth and love. i feel that no matter how hard i try to improve myself and rid myself of my consistent and constant negativity, it is all for naught, and that negativity will always prevail.
i feed off of negativity. i enjoy seeing people hurt. the more that someone loves me, the more i enjoy seeing them tormented. i refuse to perpetuate this, and am putting my foot down.
i have never felt a part of the human race. i have always been an outsider, and always will be. when i see a human, i dont see a specimen of my species, i see a walking blob. my interaction with humans is forced, and takes so much effort and so much work, and i am simply tired of working so hard at such a simple, basic aspect of life as a human.
i feel as though this decision is a positive one. this world is not for me. i want to be free.
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Jul 20th, 2003 02:02 AM |
Esuohlim |
Am I the only one getting this?
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Jul 20th, 2003 01:48 AM |
Geggy |
This suicidal motherfucker needs a hug and a bag of dorito's.
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Jul 20th, 2003 01:40 AM |
MLE |
http://people.unt.edu/~cff0001/
go into other
go into write
go into 30 days
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Jul 20th, 2003 01:30 AM |
Esuohlim |
Am I missing something? Can everyone else get the page?
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Jul 20th, 2003 01:27 AM |
MLE |
i see his point, too... but would't killing yourself just add to "the disgusting things they [humans] do"? ...
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Jul 20th, 2003 12:56 AM |
Esuohlim |
I have no sympathy for suicidal people. Nobody has any reason to be that fucking depressed.
I take that back, the ONLY reason to be that depressed is if you learn you have cancer or some uncurable disease. Unless that's the case, cheer up motherfucker.
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Jul 20th, 2003 12:50 AM |
Rongi |
He did say some things that are pretty true, but still. You have to keep your chin up in this world and be optimistic.
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Jul 20th, 2003 12:42 AM |
Jeanette X |
Shit. Do you want me to try to talk him out of it? I've done it before. I can be quite logical with this.
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Jul 20th, 2003 12:15 AM |
Esuohlim |
I guess not, since it's not working. :/
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Jul 20th, 2003 12:12 AM |
noob3 |
I'm not sure if he wants me giving this out
http://people.unt.edu/~cff0001/
Other - Write - 30days
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Jul 19th, 2003 11:59 PM |
Esuohlim |
Wrong link...
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Jul 19th, 2003 11:58 PM |
Jeanette X |
The link won't work. :/
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Jul 19th, 2003 11:53 PM |
noob3 |
Snagglepuss/Wudoin author has gone suicidal
http://people.unt.edu/~cff0001/other/write/30days.htm
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