[James]

If I was the greatest/most sensitive/most caring/etc guy in the world, then I'd be saying I deserve a girlfriend, you retard. I wouldn't be saying that I know I'd hurt them.

I'm incapable of getting and giving what I want in a relationship, because I know myself and my situation. I know that any relationship I would be successful in starting, wouldn't last. So why bother? I'm not interested in a relationship if I know that it's going to end, and badly.