[kahljorn]

i heard they have these laser eyelights for practicing lucid dreaming, I dont have much of a problem with it anymore. I have like at least a few each month, typically like one every other night to varrying degrees.

As for seeing shit you have to sink back in your vision a little bit and look for like a static layer almost, like a fuzzyness. Try focusing on something till you see it. Like bright lights before anything you see, but so tiny it looks like a vast city, you can even see it in the darkness. I think it might actually be nueron discharges in the brain.
Then kick back in your room before bed, relax and wait for a veil of darkness to pass your eyes(you'll know it, it's a literal veil everything changes hue for a moment then comes back, or it might just stay black), look in the darkest corners of your room. That's when I see alot of shit, it's so great. Not sure if it's actually seeing things of spiritual nature, or if it's just fucking with my mind.
Last night was waaaaay something else, it was like beyond acid even in some regards, I lost who I was and where I was, and all track of time and histories. It was like all past present and future was the same time, kind of trippy when you're on the phone and you halfway think you can prophecize what's going to be said-- and at the same time you dont even fucking know you're on the phone because you've sunk completely into someone's voice and you dont know what the fuck they are saying you just know how to flow along.
Then again I'm a critic about everything, so I scrutinize everything I do and say to the point that I have no opinion but know about 50 things it could be, that's why everything I say is flavorless and confusing to my own apparant momentum. Maybe I just have the same conceptually paranoid nature as everyone though.