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Originally Posted by wreckreation
I say take a break from talking to her. This honestly sounds completely like a co-dependent want for attention and love and buying in will only show how easily you are manipulated. If she has any sense at all she won't kill herself, or she will, but she will have a good reason. It's not fair for you to intervene in her life and it's not fair to you for you to be worrying over someone elses business. Leave her alone and she will be forced to grow up and take care of herself, help her out and it'll just go a step further till she gets sick of you.
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I know what you're saying, but I have to ignore it. I'd rather be manipulated (which really isn't the case. I'd know if it was, but wouldn't care) and have this be co-dependant, than to leave her to die. I can't just take a break from her. Every time she signs off, I'm terrified that she won't be signing back on. I can't just wash my hands of her or let up on being around for her, when there's such a threat of her killing herself. If I could be there in person, I'd watch her like a hawk, no matter how much she got sick of me. But I can't, and she tried to kill herself, and I couldn't stop or help her. I have to try harder to be around for her as best I can, even though the circumstances make it incredibly difficult to do anything.
I'd sooner die than leave her be to be ripped apart by her problems, and possibly try to kill herself again.