O.K.
Well, I wasn't going to read that but then I saw that you were from Pittsburgh so I did!
Anyway, I think you are JADED-it seems to me that you know alot about the "scene" and I sensed a lot of hostility and anger, but that's O.K. I hope you feel better now that you got it out.
Everybody does go through different stages of their lives and as much as things have changed I know I can look back and say I had a good fucking time, so that's all that really matters.