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Originally Posted by Jamesman
Proto, you don't know shit.
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I acknowledge that I have room to grow and that there is much I have to learn. Do you?
And I seem to remember, Jamesman, that just recently you posted a sad little sob story about how you cared about this one girl and got her all these gifts for Valentine's Day one year, but then she turned you down. Why would you have done all that, or told us about it, if you didn't believe in love? You were looking for pity and understanding in that thread, you weren't trying to say "HA HA, LOOK WHAT A YOUNG AND BRASH FOOL I WAS A YEAR AGO!"
No, you're not bitter at ALL.
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Originally Posted by Jamesman
Bubba, when it comes to accepting the fact that my existence will simply "blank out" when I die, I don't. I try not to think about it, because death terrifies me. I've gone many a time sleepless and starving, because I can't stop thinking about it. So I just try to jerk off or punch myself in the face to make me think of something else.
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I'm not exactly wild about the idea of dying, but I don't fear death like this. Gee, maybe that's because I actually believe in an afterlife. Even if I'm wrong, I'll gladly go through life clinging to hopes that may be false rather than live in perpetual crippling fear.
I'd rather be an idiot who believes in something than a skeptic who believes in nothing.