[sadie]

i was shallow as fuck when i was a teenager. i wouldn't have dated anyone i didn't consider my "type." i actually went out with several guys just because they drove jeeps. how gay.
it took deciding to love someone regardless of his appearance to get over it. he was a soulful, funny, songwriting guitar player, and he dumped me like two weeks later, broke my heart big-time. but i learned a shitload from it. i was nineteen.