[Pub Lover]

Dear Lenor,

For years I've laboured to make my life as secluded as
possible, & limit any social contact to almost zero. At the time I
assumed this was what I wanted, however, having lived this life for
eighteen months now, I'm slowly coming to the conclusion that it's
godawful being lonely. Also, I've developed an extreame fear of
going out & being around people, & recent attempts to do so have
resulted in panic attacks & fainting.
My question revolves around me being extreamely weak-willed,
Lenor, should I just end it all now & take my life?

Yours Pub.