[jin]

Wow- insightful. >:

I cant say anything because i feel the same way a lot of the time, its just easier to socialise with a bottle or glass of something. :o

For myself, time seems wasted when im around other people- unless there is some sort of point to gathering or meeting. It seems that in most cases, this artificial need causes me to have to create something to do or a reason - usually, drinking or smoking or something equally pointless and detrimental seems to justify it. :0

Or perhaps just because i find most people boring and i need to do something that just gives me something to do. :<

Or at least, that is my justification to feeling unease around people i should be most at-ease with. ;<