[The Fifth Man]

I'll just say this: Misery isn't uncommon. Life sucks goat nut,
people are self-conscious. I'm sure everybody who visits this
forum has thought about at least doing some kind of bodily harm
to themselves at one point or another, let alone suicide.
Hell, only a month ago I was so upset I would've actually shot
myself if only my brother hadn't gotten rid of his pistol the week
before. I opted to break my desk instead. It didn't make me
feel any better, but at least I was alive to realize what a bad idea
shooting myself would've been.

I'm sure my opinion isn't the most valued on this board
since I don't post all that often, and tend to make an ass of
myself at times. But all in all, I think you're just pissed off and
needed some way to vent your frustrations. Sometimes the best
way to do that is to find somebody to talk to/scream at about it.
Even if it's a forum full of smartasses.