[Big McLargehuge]

Hey man, i am just trying to help no need to call me names, but hey at least this girl can type in complete sentences. Your sicko little obsessions are starting to get directed at semi-intelligent people.

For some honest advice, sit back, relax. You are in highschool, smoke a joint with your friends, go out and have a beer. Don't think about it and this shit will work itself out. You can't expect to go straight from no human contact to Rico Suave in a matter of weeks. Get to know people and you will finally figure them out. It will blow your fucking mind. Take my word, i used to be almost as pathetic as you.