[Alive]

I stopped drinking (or a lot "a'la out of control") for new years eve a long time ago becuase i hated new years day and trying to gain composure in front of the family for our traditional new years day dinner, totaly sick with bad vision and huge headache/nausea ect.. dont wanna go there no more (well maybe a few more times before i die.. maybe) just gonna hang with family and drink some non-alcoholic wine for 12am and eat junk food.