[Spectre X]

Dear Helm,

I take it that your realization of doing the right thing and not talking to her made you feel somewhat better.

However, wouldn't there have been a big chance for you to be even happier if you'd have talked to her? You could have received contact information and from then on decided if you'd want to engage in a serious relationship with her.

So why didn't you?

I'm sorry, I'm not trying to bring back all that shit and stuff to fuck you up even more.

The thing is, and I mean this in the nicest way possible, WHAT IN THE FUCKING FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU

FUCKING

FUCK

WHAT THE FUCK?

Sorry, I respect the fact that you cling to your own personal system of ethics so strongly, but I am still confounded by your actions.

The way I see it, you had the chance to become happier than you would have been if you clung to your system of ethics, but you didn't take that chance. Yes, I realize that my original conclusion of your chances for this having been large was faulty, and that your actual chances were fairly slim, even so, the odds of good things happening were higher than usual at the very least.

And now having reread your original post's second-last paragraph, I now realize that your realization of having done the "right thing" didn't make you feel better, I just don't know what to say save for half-hearted insults with the sole purpose of making you feel like a dunce.

Yeah, like I could do that. Regardless of this

You stupid, stupid man.

Still, I commend yo for your strong personal beliefs, even though they led you to vomiting, which sucks. It's still commendable, though.

I realize I must sound extremely stupid in this post, and I don't blame any of you for thinking it. Hell, I probably feel the same way you do. It's my opinion, however, that it's probably my best post ever on these forums. That doesn't keep it from being pretty lame, but still.

I'll shut up now to save myself more embarassment and to spare you people from more of my shit.

Sincerely, Sef Joosten/Spectre X