Another thought...
My best friend and I aren't on speaking terms any more as of late... his selfish streak came out again and he fucked me over a whole bunch of times after saying "I can change" a hundred times, so I won't talk to him any more. Same deal with her...
He and I became best friends around the same time as her and I, and when he ditched me in junior high (for the first time), he became real good friends with her.
He was her only "real" friend for a
long time, and he just fucked her over a whole bunch of times too, like I mentioned before. We're all somewhat similar in personality, and we all seem to click. What I just thought of is maybe, using some form of ass backwards logic, my brain figured that if a=b, and b=c, then a=c, and it told me that if I lose b, then go to c. We both lost my buddy Josh as a best friend, and that means that we've both got no one to talk to, and we're kinda lost at this time in life, so I think I kinda want to use eachother to supplement for what's missing, and create the relationship that I've always known was potentially there right now while I've got somewhat of a chance.
I'm so confused...