[MetalMilitia]

Who the hell signs up to a message board, of which they know no one, and asks a question about a relationship, of which no one gives a fuck.

Anyway, my advice is that you sound like a stupid girl with a crush and you have probably already messed things up. Moreover, I expect you have lost him as a friend. This leaves a number of possible pathways open to yourself:
a) accept that you are a stupid girl with a crush
b) kill yourself

Now dont get me wrong, I didn't actually read any of your posts. Well the last, one but thats about it. This is for a number of reasons:
a) You are not intersesting
b) I don't know you
c) I don't generally read posts. Just reply.


I hope this has helps. I dont often give such A material advice but it looks as-though you where lucky this time.