Before I went to senior school I was a healthy little thing, doing lots o cycling, swimming etc. by the time I left senior school, thanks to a sadistic PE teacher I loathed even the mention of the word exercise.
Everything was fine during college but when I hit 21 and started drinking and eating as uni students do, well the weight piled on and before I knew it I was pretty over weight.
Since then I have battled with it, I do eat healthily but I'll mess up and eat some chocolate and then feel bad. I'm trying to walk to uni this year thats 45 minutes a day. I am not fat, just would look alot better if I lost a stone. I do go to the gym but I feel stupid and its hard when there are skinny girls there that don't need to do much to maintain their weight. I try to work hard for at least an hour and I do feel better afterwards.
The one thing I can't do is running, it brings back horrific memories at school. I can run, it just hurts my throat and I can't breathe. We weren't allowed to stop at school, we had to do two laps. In the freezing cold. With these tiny shorts that dug into your legs.
That is why I became a lazy git. But I'm trying to improve my attitude. But half of me thinks, why bother, only old blokes notice me anyway these days.
