[Disgracing Baal]

Well at the time i was, but it was more of an adolecent trend that i adhered too, not saying that its a bad thing though, because right now it seems that drugs are a burden in my life (not that i am a coke head or really a drug addict mainly just pot, beer, and hallucinigens in an attempt to defeat bordem) and i wish i had the strength to resist them now like i did back then, though events in my life are moving towards defeating my dependecy on drugs.