I'm going to be serious cuz I have a simmilar problem. :/
For the time being try not to drive yourself crazy about it. She can't read your mind over in Maine and all the energy you spend going crazy thinking about her is wasted.
You should set up a time when you can see her. There isn't much else you can do unless you plan on changing your life for her. :/
And make her a pie for when you visit.
Everybody loves pie.