[Skulhedface]

Well ultimately what was I to gain by throwing a tantrum of Feelevilesque proportions? I understand I am only human, and it would have made me feel better, but something about me is too hardheaded to take the easy way out.

The only major thing bugging me about this whole situation is, I'm starting to get impatient. She straight up told me to make sure I DIDN'T get over her because she was going to come back soon, but hell, the macho factor's kicking in. Either that, or impatience, like "EVERYTHING you say points to me, everything you DO points to me, what's to think about anymore?!?"

All I can do is hang in there for now.