[sadie]

okay. i'm getting really sick of feeling freaking queasy all the freaking time. if i go without eating something, anything, more than 20 minutes, it's over. i'm feeling like i've been on a little fishing boat with big fat cigar-smoking men sweating all over their smoked salmon. and i'm gaining too much weight too fast. i don't want to have 300 pounds to lose after the baby comes. jesus. make it stop.