Well, there is more to the story but I wasn't going to post it because this thread has seen activity die off, but now that there's renewed interest I'll let you in.
I said all that stuff in stories for the bored, and that was the last time I'd seen her was that night, but I have heard from her again. She called here twice telling me that she was unsure all over again, that seeing me again reminded her of how she felt about me, how much she misses me and all the good times we did have and all that (we were basically inseperable for 2 years, now). I have faith that she never cheated, at least on me, because we were basically around each other almost 24 hours a day. Before she started working, she'd even come hang out at the shop with me and watch me do tattoos all day, so I never had a question about her faithfulness. But her tragic flaw is that she was sheltered, she didn't get to even start her cutting loose until she turned 18. She feels like she missed out on her teenage years and now that she IS allowed to cut loose, she's trying to squeeze in as much as possible before she DOES have to grow up. She stayed faithful to ME, but after breaking up she saw herself as COMPLETELY untethered and that's how that all came about. What it is is that she didn't cheat on me, but she had a good idea of who to go for if we did break up. So you are all half right, but considering that she was almost literally never away from me for longer than 30 minutes until she got a job (and that's easily checkable, should I feel paranoid) I never had any worries.
Maybe that was part of it, that we did spend entirely too much time together, and that's part of what's making it so hard for me to get over her, not to mention that just when I'm feeling normal again she comes back around and invites me to her birthday which is 2 days after mine, mine being tomorrow, and tells me she still has feelings and love for me.
SO the story is once again unfinished. I'll let you guys know the definitive final answer by Friday night or Saturday morning, depending on my alcohol intake that night
