frownies. yay.
maybe it's the lortab, but i feel like my tongue is completely separated from my body sometimes. all of the sudden i'll realize my tongue's messing with the stitches in my gums. it's like, wtf? i'm wondering... if i start hitting it with a rolled-up newspaper like i do my new puppy (that i'll post pictures of as soon as i have enough money to develop said pictures), will it work any better than it does with said puppy? and of course, if i stick my tongue out far enough to hit it with said newspaper, it'll most likely cause my dislocated jaw to spasm like fuck. maybe that'll teach it.
soooo, i stayed at my parents' house a few days, to assure i wouldn't be tempted to smoke anything. plus, i got to hang out on the recliner watching whatever i wanted on cable. and have anything i wanted to eat served me. ("you want me to go get you a milkshake, sweetie?" YES!) and since i've been home, i've not been doing much more. a dear friend's taken it upon himself to treat me like a queen. (read: i'm getting waaay too fucking spoiled.)
however, i haven't been working 'cause of all this pain and shit. so i came home to find my sweet cable gooooone. i hooked up with a free earthlink deal, but they've only got one damn line in my area, and it's slow as hell.
and now, i'm here, up late, with an actual loaded page at i-mockery.net, trying to enjoy a joint and a cig. and the smoke is making me nauseated.
i should quit anyways.
i can't afford to smoke.
especially cigs.