are they message forums where people care about dumbasses?cause i think that might help!
MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY A SUPPORT GROUP?
groups.yahoo.com/supportgroupfor(gay)guyswhomolesttheiryoungerbroth ersandcausethemtokillthemselvesandthenfeelguiltyaf terandwantpeople'sattentionsotheydon'tfeellikesuch apieceofshit
I've heard that that group in particular is very helpful for person's like you! also, I've heard that communicating with a group of peers who have similar problems often helps you to really get a handle on your problems by gaining another perspective and realizing that other people have the same kinds of problems that you do and that you're not special.
also i wanted to let you know that your brother is in a better place
