[bigtimecow]

see i'm tempted to just go try some over the counter stuff, i just don't want to fuck myself over more. i don't have any heart conditions or whatever, so i'd probably be fine. but yes, that girl. and technically now we are an official couple, so yes, i very much like her. i think i need something like that to boost me up for a few times to get my confidence back, because honestly, we could be doing anything and i'll be fucking ready to go, then it just dies because i start thinking about it too much