[george]

man that fucking thing burned like the heart of god.

i dont know sometimes. when i look back on all of this and it really seems like it happened to someone else. when i started this thread i was pretty full of raw emotion and was still angry, but life literally changed the day i last updated it. when i finish telling this to you guys i will never tell this story again. i kinda fall into the emotion of it when i am writing, but i feel really dispassionate about it. that life is over in every way and it is hard to remember how vacant i felt.

sigh.

uh most of the stuff to come is pretty happy and good. there is a few little nasty parts with Nancy, and i exact my revenge, and i win. so maybe i will get a bit more excited as it all comes to an end.

thanks for sticking with me.