[ThrashO]

So I've given her space, then we started texting, even joked with eachother about weed and shady dealers, then she was telling me about how she had a bad day and I asked if she wanted to come over.

she said no thanks and the conversation took a turn for the worse.

Basically ended in me insulting her, calling her a whore, telling her I wouldnt be there after 4 or 5 shit heads have turned her pussy out then I told her to tell me that if she really wanted me to leave her alone she'd tell me she didn't love me.

She said "Jesus Christ. I dont want to be with you anymore." but she didnt say she didn't love me. I told her "That's not what I said." she said "Tough shit."

basically it's ending with her playing some head games still, and I think I've had it. I told her just to say she didn't love me, she didn't respond, last text sent was me just saying "fucking chickenshit." I've lost all respect for women. This girl gave me hope for women as a species, but now she just set me strait. I'm going to focus on work, saving money, getting into great shape and getting back in school, and on this journey I am going to destroy every piece of pussy that gets in my way and Im going to swear not to spend a single dime trying to acquire it.