[Baalzamon]

Yeah, thats quite a slap in the face. She should know you better than that by now.

It almost sounds like she's trying to figure out why the hell your still going after her. like, "WTF does he want, didnt I dump that guy 2 months ago?"

I know its harsh, but if thats the way she sees it, who knows what she would think of your intentions.

You have not yet recieved a response to your letter. She is stalling, because she sees the issue as resolved and mute, and has no inclination to delve back into it. She will continue to do so untill you go away.

The longer you sit there, waiting for the chance to have a "serious discussion" about your "relationship" with her the longer you will suffer, while all the while she will be completely oblivious to this because in her mind this is OVER, and has been for weeks. She doesnt care anymore.

She doesnt even care enough anymore to give you the god damned courtesy of filling you in on all of this. She's just going to let you smash your head into the wall again and again and again, untill you knock yourself unconscious and suddenly stop bothering her. She will not even notice when this happens.

This is a terrible thing for her to do to you, but you have to put that aside for a minute and realize that you are going to have to just move on on your own. She is not going to tell you what to do, so stop waiting for her to.

She is not going to feel sorry for you, the people on these boards are not going to feel sorry for you, and unless you stop feeling sorry for yourself you will never get past this. This shit happens to everyone at some point, deal with it.

And if you are worried about the continuity of your thread, I would like to inform you that this whole issue was resolved 3 pages ago. unless she actually responds to your letter, bitches you out in public, or jumps you for some gross monkey secks, this thread is over. Otherwise I think I have summed up very well where the whole thing is going.

If you want the thread to grow, you have to put this behind you and actually start doing stupid shit to put on the board, which we will then make fun of you for. That makes a thread, not this dead end crap.

And your personal mental health should also be more important to you that having a big thread for a bunch of people who dont even know you to read. you already had that.