[sadie]

i have plenty to do, but i don't wanna do any of it. i've been working too much since august. i guess it's my payback from that long while i did basically nothing but sing nights.

the school's on LOCKDOWN right now, and it happened to happen during my planning period. i don't know why we're on LOCKDOWN. maybe it's drugs or weapons. i haven't seen any sign of anything. i just have to sit in my room with the door locked until they announce otherwise.