[Pub Lover]

Picture:

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Self-Deprecation:

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I dislike the lack of effort I put into this, and there are so many points that I want to now go back and redo that it would basically be starting over. Of course, doing anything at all is more effort than I have expended in far too long. So yeah, now other people that may be hesitant over posting can feel secure that they are not the baseline. Of course, anyone that wants to put in less effort & talent than me would sure make me feel better, except they should be ashamed of themselves for letting down MLE.

Not being able to let 'the art' talk for itself:

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The idea is... I'm both asleep and awake. I cannot allow myself to relax, so a part of me is always watching my watch so I know when to wake, & the window, in case a million unfounded fears are waiting for me to drop my guard before they attack. When I rouse myself I'll be my own Alarm clock. My anxiety has me Alarmed.