[Alive]

I wish i could crawl into a bottle of something myself, but im getting to old to start up bad habits again. basically eating with family shortly and then later washing my mouth out with scope 20 times in a row hoping for some of the effects a kin to having a shot or two. i wish i had some cough syrup around here, i swear i would do shots of it (and no im not an alky or ex-alky but i could sure use a belt of something) then after all of that i shall stare into my computer monitor internet wasteland thingy and play a game or two and watch some videos or whatever..