[Aaarg]

Yes but I've always been bitter and then I was doing so well and now I'm just right back where I was and then some.

Usually I'm very quiet and reserved in person, but lately if you say the wrong thing to me you're not going to like my response.


And I'm pissed off that they only gave me 30 hours this week, and three days off. I'm bummed out about my plans being fucked and Ashley probably being fucked by somebody else. I'm bummed out because it's cold. I've been reflecting on my mother's death a lot in the past couple of days.

She always used to tell me I was bitter. I hated it. I don't want to be bitter.