[Shifty]

I wasnt worried about not fuckin on my b-day it was a joke. i dont really care. i know that i half to wait for about 5-6 weeks before we can even do anything. maby longer with her c-section. I know that babys wake up roughly ever 2-4 hours to feed. I know women cry randomly for no reason after the first week. i also know to not let there heads fall back. huh you guys failed to mention that i probally didnt know that. I dont know if ill be a good parent. No one does. and there is no way to tell. All i fuckin know is be there for the kid and my g/f not much else i can really do now can i? I believe no one knows what im exactly going through. Yes it is half my fault and yes i take responsibilitie for it.