HARVESTER!!!!

[Mad Melvin]

Does anyone know where could I get this game? I know its not abandonware, but I really dont want to buy it either, cause ive heard its not that good. But ive always wanted to play it, because it was the most violent and gruesome game of its time (it was banned in Germany and the European version had a cannibalism scene cut out). If someone has this game and is willing to send it to me, I would dedicate my life to him. I WOULD WORSHIP THE GROUND UNDER HIS FEET AND I WOULD EVEN BE WILLING TO FORM A RELIGIOUS CULT, WHOSE SOLE PURPOSE IS TO MAKE THIS GENEROUS PERSON THE ALMIGHTY RULER OF THE UNIVERSE!! or something like that. :/