I'm starting to look at friendship like someone looks at a romantic relationship when they want one.
I'd like to do all the stuff that's related to friendship, like hanging out and going to eachother's houses and whatnot, kinda like how someone would want love and touching
And it's like people are flirting friendship at me by calling me cool and saying "HAY MAGGIE I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU SINCE CHEMISTRY WHASGOINON?" but no one really wants to be my friend
Chums and people entertained by me, that's all I've got
Maybe I just don't know what friendship is and should be glad I have what I have