For all you people who wanted to AIM this girl...

[The One and Only...]

It's not quite that bad for me.

I wanted to think I didn't understand why I feel this way, but I really do. I made this reality for myself.

Ever since my feelings for my first love faded away, I felt like a little piece of me had been missing. I wanted it back.

Granted, there had always been a little spark of attraction for her, but there are a lot of pretty girls out there. What happened was, after the initial teasing that left me thinking that she wanted me, I think I just decided that this was the perfect time to renew that feeling and I fabricated it. I didn't let myself realize what I was doing at the time, but I'm sure that's what happened.

It's just a matter of unraveling that construction.