i'm never drinking again

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i don't know what happened, but i woke up saturday feeling just horrible. i can normally drink quite a bit without any repurcussions, mixing drinks and other substances and the sort, but after only drinking a few pints friday evening, i woke up saturday with the worst hangover i've had in like ever. i was literally vomiting all day. i never vomit. i couldn't even hold water down, and i only started feeling better at 3am sunday morning. it leads me to believe that there was something else involved like food poisoning or something... but still... now i'm really freaked out and depressed. i never want to drink again. i want to be good. i feel like a defenseless kitten. i'm afraid to go to work tomorrow. i just want to stay in the fetal position for the next week and eat healthy food and do the right thing.