OK so here's the deal...

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if a girl did that to me (and similar incidents have happened before), no matter how 'good' things got again, things would NEVER be the same and i could NEVER trust her again. i would manipulate and use her the way she's manipulating and using you. you need to take the power back. if you don't, you will get hurt again - guaranteed.

edit: i read your first post. if this is irrelevant after the last couple of pages, disregard. actually, just disregard regardless.