Attn: Jake of all Trades

[JakeOfAllTrades]

Actually I do have fans now, yet at the same time I don't think mudslinging is going to solve this. You also took my article about a comparison of the Virtual Woman program to visual novel games out of context. I was poking fun at myself and the game, of course it's not realistic, it's a video game for crying out loud. I don't think constant bickering is going to mend the rift between me and Tadao, and I'm a much more mature person now. I'm not that worried about my picture being posted here either. By the way, I have far less pimples now, a year in cleaning up one's appearance really does wonders on the face. Also in that photo I'm supposed to look grim and scary, it was a photo my metalhead buddy took at my formal of me looking "grim" and "kvlt", which unfortunately it fails miserably at doing.

It has been said that I didn't even use an alternative account, and this is the real me. I have used the same username on this forum as a measure of integrity (or as you have pointed out, my stupidity). If I was a real troll I would have changed my name here, I've put my reputation on the line to see if you guys trust me again.

I'm not the same man I was six months ago. A lot has changed. I still get giddy whenever I have the possibility of getting a girlfriend, but that's about normal. You can call me a virgin because I am. But let me ask you, Tadao, are you prepared to admit that you too were once a virgin as well, if you are not still one?

I don't want to blame anybody for your formed opinions about me from who I was six months ago. I've found a home on the interwebs with my blog and a number of bloggers who I discuss ideas with.

I didn't even realise you'd go back to hating me after you treated me so well for a while after returning, but now I see that you just forgot about me completely. There is no victory in mocking the disabled, even if this is I-Mockery, sometimes people went too far in dissing me and my condition. That was part of the reason I disappeared from here so long. Because I wasn't going to put up with that. I went to other places which were more welcoming because they didn't judge me for who I was, and forgave my inexperienced stumbles into my early blogging.

I don't think I'm ever going to get an apology from Tadao, but one thing I ask of him is to stop asking about my mother's tits. If he can do that I would be thankful.