Collapse & Crush

[noob3]

Yes, Boogie. This girl would keep me off the boards forever.

I lied to her about not talking to somone, my ex-internet obsession girl. I was quite infactuated with this one, a derranged hermit wierdo lust type of thing. I don't care about/have any feelings for her anymore in the least, and when I first told her I was talking to her again (early in the relationship) she kind of flipped out. So when I started talking to her a little bit more, the first time after was when my girlfriend left town for a few days. I was contacted by Jamie (Internet obsession) 4-5 more times, with me ignoring her. I told Jen (my girlfriend) otherwise, because I didn't want her to think there was anything going on. Because there isn't. And I admitted otherwise today, and it seemed to have broke the Camel's back. Even though there's nothing between me and Jamie (ex-internet obsession), she seems to believe otherwise. Maybe it's because I decided to be secretive about it that made it seem so deviant, I don't know.

But she broke up with me over it.

There's alot of other stuff, like me smoking Crank after I promissed not to, me smoking pot while I was waiting to get drug tested after I promissed her I wasn't going to, my ex anime porn obsession that made her feel inferior, my run in with my sister's gay friend who tried to molest me, and the time I mentioned $2 I gave her and she flipped out over making me out to be some sort of scrooge-esque character in the process.

I'm a horrible monster!