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say what now?
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Join Date: Feb 2003
Location: Peebody
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Jan 26th, 2004, 11:20 PM
dear lenor...
i met this girl. we have so many things in common, its almost as if she's a female version of me. anyway my problem is this, she gave me her email address and we played email tag for a while, since we both were too busy to even do anything together. she works first shift and i work second. however i admit to her that i ve been hacking into her account for fun(well it was at first) and she knew that i ve been hacking into her account and reading her emails. when i had turned obsessive and i didnt have the willpower to stop compulsing and stalking, i ve asked her few times it would be nice if she changed the password, but she wouldnt. when i send her an email, she doesnt reply to them yet she keeps them in a folder with my name on it. this one time she got an (very pointless)email from her boss at her work. i read the email. i told her i knew where she works and told her the date i was going to show up. it was the same thing, she didnt reply yet saved the email. few days later i show up her work. she was wearing all black clothes a la matrix films. she normally doesnt wear black. she didnt seem to mind at all that i showed up. hell she even let me keep on showing up, around lunch time. we seem to enjoy each others company. i'm confused. i've never put myself into this type of situation before. we havent had sex or even kissed. i dont feel guilty at all. she's never asked me to leave her alone. is it love? is it something more?please explain.
yours truly.
geggy.
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