someone i know got cancer

[Rez]

as an agnostic, i am more inclined to say whatever i want in anger over the question of the existence of god. as i am completely pissed about this in a comically ineffective way, i'm leaning toward him not existing at all for putting this shit on one of my best friends.

now if i were a beliver in the Christian God, and would then turn against because of one incident of cancer, that would be "being 14 years old." but not knowing or caring to know gives me all sorts of blasphemous leeway.

she came out of a stage 2 coma and is now in stage one. it's great news for me, but i'm waiting for when she pulls through alltogether *crosses fingers*