Nah. Possibly on the subconscious level, which apparently is conflicting with my conscious mind.
And don't you think there are better ways to inflict pain that fencing? I mean, granted, it really sucks if your blade snaps and comes back up through your mask, piercing your windpipe, but those kinds of things are pretty rare.
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