OK, Seriously

[James]

Alright, I'm starting to cave.

I've been thinking that he only said those things when he was mad at her. He wasn't physically violent to her, ever. It wasn't right what he said, but there's no reason for me to despise him for it. And he makes her happy, which should make me happy.

On top of that, I miss talking to her. She's one of the few people I have who I can TALK talk to, and I just wanna go crawling back and beg for her to be my friend again.

I know it's wrong, and it's almost exactly like I'm her, and she's he boyfriend. So, what do I do? Do I cave, or can I hold out? How do I hold out?