Fear and loathing....

[Generator86]

Okay, so it's Monday afternoon, and once again I awoke and began drinking. My girlfriend dumped me two weeks ago, for no apparent reason(seriously), and all I've done is drink. In fact, I'm drunk as hell right now. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm scared, depressed, and wary about life from this point on. I swore that I'd never fall in love after my last excursion, but of course I went ahead and did it again. So now I've got a bunch of new 'friends' on my arm and I'm terrified as to what's going to happen to me tonight when I go out to the bars. So, honestly, I'm not sure why I'm posting this, since most of you consider me a newbie because I don't post a dozen times a day. I suppose I'm just reaching out and trying to find somebody who can share what I'm going through.