not one bit. it's called 4 am and it's the "goddamn it i'm graduating university tomorrow and my mom 'JUST THIS ONCE PLEASE' wants me to not look like the unabomber for pictures she'll keep the rest of her life SO LETS MAKE THIS GOOD" maneuver
i was going for that beethoven intensity, but what can you do.
THE NEXT DAMN DAY I LOOK LIKE THIS:
from tree-hobo to goofball in 14 hrs.