I may be depressed, but I'm not
that depressed.
I'm gonna try to ask her what the hell is up tomorrow. You see, I already told her once that I wouldn't go off and plot revenge against her. Apparently, she didn't believe me and I don't really want her to go on any character assassination sprees with respect to my reputation. Although, it's quite likely that if she started telling people that I was plotting revenge against her, they would just be like, "WTF? Chimp? He's a pussy man."
I've got no idea what she thinks, but I'd like to find out. Most likely it's something bad, like tying her to a railway track and laughing maniacally and wearing a black cape and tophat.
Apparently, she's got some trust issues, which isn't really surprising. Her last boyfriend was a really asshole and fucked in the head. He was completely controlling and got insanely jealous when she would talk to other guys, and even told her once that he had stabbed himself with a needle that he found in the park, causing her to sit in the hospital for half a day, waiting for the results of a hepatitis test... her own (BTW, he just told her that to mess around with her). But, he did "sweet" things, like giving her flowers, etc. Then one day he just dumped her out of the blue.
So, now she won't let anyone get close, and anybody who does "sweet" things
obviously HAS to be trying to mess with her. No close attachments, either, because people who you are close to
WILL ALWAYS hurt you, no matter what.